February 2006

The start of a great path before me...


All so quickly, but easy. Do you ever wonder how life sometimes unfolds it's pathways. Guides you to people and places you may not have been before but are destined to be part of.

I know this is the start of something. If not of what it seems on the surface. The end of a chapter, definately something. This past year has been the start of something incredible. So many changes and encounters with such amazing people. Opening so many new oportunities.

One leson to remember is to go with it. Follow that guidance that is trying to lead you there. So many times we make excuses or look for the minor issues which we interpret as being signs for discouragement.

Sometimes the road we take may not be easy, but that's what makes the reward so gratifying. Perhaps the journeys themselves are the reward? The secret is to keep everything moving, everything flowing. The energy needs to flow, we as people need to move. Both physically and psychologically.



The journey ends this time on the way back from one home to another home. A place of such beauty. Such magic and so many wonderful memories...




So many farewells, to so many beautiful people. So many magical moments to carry home in my heart, forever with me, part of me, of who I am, forever...



An energy I will forver hold. A particular heartbeat that will reflect in the moonlight each time I look to see. I will always remember this.


Should I have taken the opportunity to stay? Leaving everything at home. Not knowing what could have happened. I'm sure one day I will return when the time is ready.

The journey is still unfolding. Destiny is uncovering herself little by little. The seeds have been sown. The people have been introduced. My heart is opening slowly once again, unfolding, to one day blossom as it once was. The boy that I so love to see is returning. This time more real than before with more energy than ever.



Maybe the happiest I have ever been....